It's 12:17am and I thought my night would be off to a great start... but I guess not.
I'm starting to doubt everything that's ever been there. Everything, and now thinking about it I don't know how sure I am about anything at all anymore. I feel like just bawling my eyes out cause I honestly feel very lost and upset right now.
I told you I was am messy and complex. You knew what you were getting yourself into, and I thought you were okay with it; okay with me as I am. I thought your love was unconditional, thought you saw my blunt and rough edges but still loved me anyway. Maybe I thought wrong.
Here's to another long ass night of me trying to get my shit together.
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I'm probably better off alone.
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