I'm gonna face tmrw

Hey guys whud up! Hahaha sorry for Mia-ing for so long. Been real busy and all.
So if you hadn't know, I've got a tumblr now! Do follow me there?
@holaitsannadore
K on a side note, I'm really stressed up. Exams are so frigging near! I'm barely even prepared. Guess I gotta go on full force mode tmrw. Sheesh. It was so much easier during the lower sec days.
K I'll try to update more often heh. Do go to my tumblr and let your eyes go on a vacation ;)
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K ciaos!
#ilovemyreaders

Who do you think you are, running around breaking hearts.

Hello again :) I'm currently typing this post on the train home. So, I was just listening to jar of hearts by Christina Perri, not exactly my favourite genre of music but I decided to listen to it.
It's quite a sad song, (sad songs are always famous!) haha. I started to reminiscent about my past r/s and all. So... As I thought back, I think I was really dumb and naive. My conception of love was so simple. I love you, you love me let's get together and get married. Hahaha funny right? But yeah. I was like totally into my past r/s. It occupied my mind all the time! Hahah. When I was about to break up, I think I was really desperate and all, not for guys. But just for that one guy. I felt like my world was collapsing and I might just be a zombie. I was so desperate to wanna keep him. Looking back, it's really stupid :/ but I guess it was sweet while it lasted, and I savoured every moment. But I guess it leaves an impact on me. A real deep one.
It's not the person, just the memories, that feeling that makes you go goo goo gaa gaa. That warm sweet feeling, honeyed with all the memories. :)
Ah well, it was great while it lasted!
So, no regrets anymore.
Formspring me, xoxo.

Regimented life.

Hello everyone! Don't you feel sometimes your life is like a routine? I do. It sucks!
wake up > school > (cca) > home
:(
So what do you do to keep yourself alive? I use post-its! ;)
I use them to remind me of stuff, when I'm stressed I write random stuff on them etc
And of course I blog! It's sort of like a stress killer.
Mid years are coming, I'm so scared. Seriously. It's like I'm trying to catch up with time everyday. I've started to write stuff in a colorful notebook.
Write about my day etc.
Anyway, sorry for this short post. Have a great day tmrw! ;)

Just a thought.

Okay, it's raining. :) haha like finally yay!
So I was just thinking, how do you deal with people that "copy" you? I mean like if you tell them, they'll say they're not and blah blah blah and also say that you're childish etc.
But if the same thing happens to them I think they'll be pissed to their bones and hope you die by stabbing yourself to death.
I've seen so many people that use a similar back ground to mine. This I admit, maybe I'm just plain sensitive. Everyone can do this since..... Well the web is for everyone's usage so, whatever I just don't visit their blogs.
I've also seen people changing their style of writing/posting after I revived my blog. The way I type is rather unique, its not the kind of very personal blog, like I dont blog bout my day alot, I blog more about general stuff/topics etc. and I know maybe I'm also plain sensitive, but seriously, just be who you are.
I'm more of the kind of person that people will say I'm sensitive, childish and blah. But honestly if this happened to you, you might behave the same way right? If you won't, I don't care.
Ah well, I'm gonna take a chill pill and start studying omg.

On the way to mugging.

The weather is killing me!
My hair was like this:



After that it is like this! :



Ah, so much more comfortable then hair bands :)
K bye!

Love in practical ways.

Hello again :) so I always see people posting like, "omg I love xxx, she's my bestfriend", "hey babe ily!" or like, "omg I love you so much la babe". And then the next day they are quarreling or whatever. I'm talking about friends, just in case you are wondering.
I don't know about you all but I get these A LOT.
Someone will say, oh I love you so much babe! But seriously, they hardly ever prove it. When I'm in need, all the people that "babe" or "i love you so much" me are all gone. Or people that were once so close to me, they don't share stuff with me but expect me to tell them stuff.
Some times I think a lot of people that want to know about your troubles or whatever, just wants to fill their curiosity.
How often do people love in a practical? They hardly ever do.
What's the point of showing the world your love for each other online, when you don't feel it in reality?

Ocip: balloon sculpting.

Hello! Shall make this a short one, gotta go mug :(
So I'm in OCIP'11. Overseas CIP ;) im going to Cambodia to make people's lives better! Yay.
So we are going in may, and that's after Midyear.
Last Friday we stayed back in school to learn how to sculpt balloons, it was so fun haha.
We learnt how to make swords, doghats, machine guns and flowers. I kept making flowers :D
So anyway, hopefully this trip will be a fruitful and memorable one.

Syf special: Silver, is the new gold.

Hello everyone, decided to do a post specially about syf cause now's the period right? :)
So tmsfreestylers achieved silver, and twe achieved silver too. From what I know sac's dance got gold with honours, and saint pat's band got gold.
That's all, knew all this from twitter :)
So anyway, I'm not in an aesthetic group now, but I was in dance in primary school. The practices were never ending, and of course, SUPER tiring. I remembered how the china instructress would stretch us so much, and I would really winch in pain every single time. And cause we didn't have a big enough dance studio, our practices were in the hall or in a crammed up area. It was really quite torturous.
I see the same thing in school, on twitter. Every syf freestyler dancing from after school till 6-7 (?), the band people blowing and practicing every other day. People talking about their vigorous practices etc etc.
So of course I hoped for gwh for them, cause they really deserve it. Silver is really not a fair statement for them. Ah well, it's 10years below the stage and only 10minutes on it.
This morning's strait times said that Silver is more valuable than gold now. Isn't it so true?
Like the band, they've been to Perth to perform, and also performed at the esplanade!
The freestylers, they NEVER fail to wow us with their performance, like srsly, never once I'd they not wow the crowd.
They are all worth so much more than GOLDWITHHONOURS!
They are already priceless.
So there, we love you tmsfreestylers & twe.
You guys are platinum.

Dont hate me cause I'm beautiful

Hello :) today I'm gonna blog about haters. Haters are basically people that spread or just plainly show their hate for others over the Internet. You may say, "no, they can just be people that hate me in real life". Sorry to say, very few people are so daring, cause most of them just don't have guts, that's why they do stuff over the Internet, ANNONYMOUSLY.
usually haters these days are separated into different groups (I've decided to group them up).

Out of all of them,
2% harbour hate for the person in real life already.
3% hate cause their friend's hate.
95% hate cause that person is either popular, prettier than the hater, has such a good life (etc. Blog with many viewers, rich) or all of the above.

Haters are only haters when they make an impact on you. If you're affected, they win. If you aren't, they lose. But the thing is, they hardly ever stop. Cause being anonymous means they have nothing to lose, nothing at all.
I really salute those that can take their comments so well, really. But I guess those people that are of low self-esteem might not be able to, like me.
I always think I'm ugly, not popular etc. I used to be SUPER DUPER concern about how people looked and viewed me. It's like the Internet used to be a place where I can lead, da life. Its like leading double lifes.
It kinda sucked knowing you'll never be as great as you are on the web in reality.
But the thing is, haters lead ugly lifes. Hatred makes one's life really dull and ugly, it might also make you afraid. They are constantly afraid of being exposed of what their doing, spreading hate all over the Internet without leaving their names.
To all non haters:
So what if you are not popular, pretty, no one has the right to judge you. You guys are beautiful already, cause you aren't polluted with hatred and all that shit :)
Hmmm so I guess I'll stop here.
Sorry if it's a little crappy and stuff cause I wrote this like at 655 am heh.
Ciaos!

Should I?

Hello everyone! So erm I'm kinda gonna study sooooooon. Sigh every procrastinates right? :/ hahah. So anyway, I rarely blog about stuff like this cause I'm scared of getting hurtful, bad, unfair, annoying comments. But I'll do it anyways.
I've been thinking about these for awhile, but I'm just curious about what you guys think.
1. I wanna open a blogshop.
Yes I do. It just interests me! Like seriously. Should I?

2. Photoblog.
I'm a self confessed camwhore. But no, that's not the main point haha ;) the main point is that, I think it's pretty cool to have one. Like I'm not gonna spam pictures of myself of course. Cause pictures speak a thousand words right :)
Should I?

3. Vlog.
Hahah I love to talk. And I think it'll be quite entertaining too. But well, there'd be more haters + critics.
Should I?

These are all random stuff.
K blog soon bye! :)

Sweetening your way.

Hey :) I'm so stresscited bout my new post as an exco, yeah it'll be fun and cool. But nevertheless, it's really a huge responsibility. So anyway, Ted gave me a huge jar of sticky and a really huge lollipop today! Omg he's da best. Hmmmm, I dropped the lollipop.... It's shattered now. I'm so sorry :'( sigh. Ah but I'm still gonna eat it anywayssss.
So I'm gonna attempt to finish up the lollipop. I've never completed eating one before! Haha so I thought it'll be quite cool ;) so I'll update again after I finish the lolpopz'.
Omg I'm so tired. Think I'm gonna get a nap. Formspring me xoxo.

Life lessons: maxeh drez.

Hey lo! :) k I know it's called maxi dress, just think it sounds cooler like that heh. So, I remembered doing a life's lessons post on colored contacts, so now I'm gonna do one on maxi dress! :) hmmm, so if you all don't know, a maxi dress is like a really long dress. Recently quite intrend and stuff. So I have been wanting to try on one, but i'm quite short and always had the idea that maxi dresses were only for the tallies, but I'm wrong!
The maxi dresses sold in Singapore are generally slightly shorter than the ones sold in Australia etc. So as long as you're around 155 and above you're good to go in one! :)
So today I wore a tube maxi to go for Ted's baptism. Erm, I'm 156cm so, it's till slightly a bit below my ankles. I wore it with a pair of black heels, but the heels are super worn out so there's only prolly... 5mm of heel? :D or even lesser. So yeah. I felt rather warm when I was in a bus, but in the train it was quite cooling :) i wouldn't really recommend you to buy from places like America or Australia, although they have really chio ones because the ones sold in SG are slightly thinner which is just nice for our weather :) hmmm, so overall I think it's not bad a choice to wear out! Cause it isn't too casual or formal :) plus they are quite affordable! Bought mine for 12$ ;)
Worth it? (Y)

Be a fool only for April, and no one else or thing.

Hello everibadi! :) how's life?
Hmmm today is April fools!!!!! :)
Haha were there any interesting jokes, pranks played? Do tell me if there's any :) so... Anyway, going onto my blogpost. I'm a very naive person, I tend to believe that things happen as long as you're willing to make it happen, ah well. I guess some times there are people that are out to make you look like fools. It's like you do things for them, and they just shake it off with a laugh, as if you owed that what you did. Or perhaps, you apologized even if it wasn't exactly your fault, but the person just ignore you, and just close you out. I'm just listen some examples, but yeah.
The thing is, humans take things for granted so easily.
But the truth is, you didn't just let them make you look like a fool; you gave them the chance to make you appear to be a fool hoping they wouldn't. Things just doesn't go our way some times. It sucks.
On a lighter note, I'm thinking of doing a vlog/ photo blog. Hmmmm?
Formspring me xoxo.