Wednesday, December 1, 2010

Cause Girl you're beautiful, no matter what they say.


Hello! i'm back hehehe. So long never update. I thought no one reads my blog man. Thanks Vivian for telling me to update, i appreciate you reading! <3 data-blogger-escaped-div="">
my holidays have been really hectic. Super packed. I've had two camps back to back, beat that! hahaha. So yeah. Whats coming up:
5thdec-10thdec@ youthConference
12thdec@ movie thingy!
13thdec-27thdec@ Perth with my family.
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SO PACK LEHH. oh i heard there's gonna be scp bbq. Aiya i think i cant go la. :(
I havent bought my books and i think i lost the booklist omg. hahahaha. *laughs at self*
anyway i'll blog bout' scp camp+farewell another time hehehe.
So I know alot of girls who are very conscious about how they look etc. Wait, ALL girls care about how they look! including me hahaha.
But i'm talking about those who get teased, or dont feel good bout themselves. Like they think they're fat and all. Hmmm, I know ALOT of them and i bet there's more out there.
I'm not afraid to admit, i used to be one of those people who'd like put others down just to fit in etc. I was such a bitch hahaha. I know some people still think i am one but it's alright, think what you want alright :)
After awhile, obviously i knew people hhated me so i decided to like try and bring myself down to their level. Wow, it sucked (N). Like seriously sucked.
It took me awhile to bring myself to befriend people who i'd (last time) put down.
But in the end, they were really nice people man. Damn i didnt know i missed out on, SO MUCH. hahaha.
So I just wanna say to all those people who think,
1. They dont matter much to anyone.
2. They look lke shit.
3. They will never get a boyfriend.
etc.
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You girls are the ones that'll get the best and true guys. Guys that dont give a heck to how you look like on the outside, the clothes you wear and the comments you get from people on facebook or bitching.com (kay this is fake haha). You girls matter to people who'd truely treasure you, not just a group of people that you try to fit in with. You girls will experience romance that will last you a lifetime. People who put you down, will give you all the respect in the world. You will have the last laugh at the end (: So dont care about what people say or think bout' you, cause if you do, you'll never be happy!
Cause girl you're beautiful, no matter what they say. Words cant bring you down.


Shooting Camp!




Shooting camp 2010 was not bad uh. I love the aircon in the range man! Except that no signal inside roar. Anyway, the farewell BBQ was great, i did most of the BBQ-ing, cause the cooking looks way more fun than eating hahaha. :p I ate after the nightwalk, a little only la :)
So we had mass games and all. I had to do a double forfeit with Leonard!
guess what.
I had to seat on him while he did push ups! like wtcowz :D
So after all that, NIGHTWALK! hahaha i paired with Pearlyn. She was scared much. I was also lah :p hehehe. screamed with her till the end heh. The sec one shooters taught me how to play DOTA ! HAHAHA SO FUNNY LA. Then the next morning we broke camp at 8am! yay.
I decided to like, go Lan for the first time with them. So, we went in the Crossfire place.
then i remembered i didnt have my ezlink card with me hahaha joke man.
It was like dark inside! real dark. haha.
anyway, went lunch with Benedict Au.
The end :D

Saturday, November 20, 2010

Back to sg.

I figured out i should just blog about perth another time hehehe. It was awesome, really. hahaa. but i'm super lazy to upload the pictures! roar. so i reached SG yesterday at 8plus. i have open house duty today but i woke up late :( ah well hahaha.
I bought so many things from perth, well quite alot la :D
-A dress, $15 aus.
-Two cropped tops, $5 aus each.
-A belt, $2.50 aus.
- Roxy wallet, $24.95 aus.

AND MANY CANDIES HEHE.

kay i'll update soon again, for more perth trip related info, http://www.temasek-at-perth.blogspot.com/! :)

Perth Day two!




it was super windy at the sand dunes there! :D


OMG I LOVE KANGAROOS HEHEHE> :)




i so got to feed the kangies.






I milked the cow :D




Sheeps! their so adorable la :)


The donkey is so cute! :D

Caversham Wildlife Park!
Breakfast at hotel, (N)



Day two was awesome hehehe. We went to Caversham Wildlife park, which had superrr many animals! like koala, kangaroos. :D AND A WHOLE LOT OF FLIES (N). haha. i milked the cow! first time nothing came out sia. :D haha kangaroos, i fed kangaroos!
I love kangaroos omg, i want to have them as my pet (Y). haha, they're so so so adorable, i cant stand it :D
Then we went sand boarding. the place was so windy la :D hahaha. Pictures with melinda. :D


Perth Day one!

The view from my room. (:

Farah and me!

WengKong, Annabel and Rachel! (:
Elisa! :D

okay so we went to kingspark and all. it was awesome, but ALOT OF FLIES hahaha. the weather was cool man :D My hotel had a great view (Y). hehehe.


Saturday, November 13, 2010

Faber Drive - Sleepless Nights + Lyrics

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Really awesome song. Really close to what i'm thinking etc. only exception, my dad doesnt love my mum a single bit. he'll probably kill me if he sees this, but its true. a hard and cold fact.
FORMSPRING ME :( ahaha.
byes.


Friday, November 12, 2010

Why you so like that.


Yay i had retail therapy yesterday (Y). Felt really happy, my face was literally glowing. I'm a happy person, little things like this can make me feel contented hahaha ( although i dont deny that i wanna moreee clothessss.) hehe.
hmmm, what do you do when your parents "talk in private" ( aka. quarrel)?
i just pretend like nothings' happening but honestly, i feel like shitting in my pants.
its quite nerve wrecking, like being in a mine field. you dont know what to do, where to go, which moves to make. ah, in my own house somemore, whatabigfatfcuking joke sia. *laughs at myself*
people tell me, hey whats wrong, is everything okay, tell me what happened.
obviously everything's not okay. they phrase it with four words, 'tell me what happened'. but seriously, certain things just cant be explained and sometimes i think they say that cause:
1. they dont know what else to say.
2. its cliche.
i mean i'm not saying they dont comfort me or neither am i trying to offend anyone. its just what i think. of course i appreciate people who bother to ask me like, whats up.
but well.
life's shit man.
sometimes i wish my parents will just gimme a break. like a break from their nonsense. hahaha
what the pongz.
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i'm flying on sunday to perth@ 9am! so if you wanna send me a bon voyage text do it hehehehe.
i'll be back on the nineteeth of november xoxo.


Wednesday, November 10, 2010

Gimme a break.

yay tmrw confirm going out with Athena <3 shop shop shop man. i miss shopping like mad la. All the clothes, shoes, bags and accessories. A girl can never have too many hahahaha. sometimes things just come and happen so unexpectedly. no signal or warning at all, like, whatthefish. roar. i seriously dont know why my family sometimes so screwed up, i'd never know whats gonna come or go. i cant tell anyone, cause no one'll understand and it'll take me forever to explain, and i'm tired of explaining.
i really want shopping therapy nao.
At least it'll make me happy for awhile!
HAHAHA whatever la.
I'm only fourteen, comeon life please give me a break. its the freaing holz dude.

the eleventh!


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Yay tmrw's the eleventh, gonna celebrate dont know how many months, but many months of friendship with Athena.W! okay i think eight months hahahahah.
Athena stands for:

Awesome.
Tanned.
Efficient.
Nanabanana.
Athena.

hahahahah cant wait to see her tmrw! <3

Tuesday, November 9, 2010

Life's lessons: Coloured contacts.


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I'm such a bad kid, i bought brown coloured contacts ahahaha. my parents will so kill me luh, but well bought already so yeah :p it was like hell trying to wear it la. cause my eyes super small! haha. 30 minutes to put in, 20 minutes to take out and billions attempts to stuff the contacts in.
by the time i had it in my eyes cried like crazy already, so i couldnt wait to get them out. i took forever to put in and i want them out immediately, fml. hahaha.
i didnt take any ppictures on my first attempt cause i looked like some person that cried cause someone burnt my room, my second attempt was like tear-free so i could take some pictures hahaha. i couldnt help but take a picture la, i dont know when i'll be successful enough to have them in my eyes again heeez.
it made my eyes look, bigger(?) naise (?) i dont know ehh. haha. but it was not bad an experience, well it was pretty bad, but not THAT bad. hahahaha. i dont mind trying out other colours, opps sorry mama and dada. haha. i bought them at 14$ and they'll last a year so.. should be quite okay la the price. hahaha.
worth it? (Y)

I cant tell you what it really is, i can only tell you what it feels like.


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hohoho, today was sucha blast. okay not really. late for training! sorry mr moo :( haha.
gym-ed with pearlyn. i burned like, 75.2 calories (Y) haha. i'm not a pig!~
so another day passed. so fast man. i have to plan out my going out planz!



Monday, November 8, 2010

☻Extreme-More Than Words With Lyrics☻


A new one.




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Yay i created a new blog! holidays has been quite a bore.
i need to create my holiday plans man.
hmmms.

Monday, 8 nov :-
Tuesday, 9 nov: collect appeal result!.
Wednesday,10 nov: training! give miss siti perth blog.
Thursday, 11 nov: go out with athena if she's free. sports capt pre camp briefing.
Friday, 12 nov: -
Saturday, 13 nov: Church outing @ southern Ridges!~

roar, i need a breakz. wait, its the hols. ahaha.