So it's 12:22 am now and I suddenly had the feels to just write.
how ironic, I just finished a bit of GP.
I have so many things I wanna do, nothing related to school.
feels like there's a huge load on my back, threatening to crush me anytime i fail to get my balance.
I'm trying
"funny how you're not feeling -but still get to be deemed alive." (quote i read on insta)what am I fighting for
How do you fight for something that isn't there?
It's time to clear my mind of such emo nemo thoughts and get back on track.
I can't afford all these emotional tensions within me because I have GP paper on Wednesday (which I don't think will go well but i'll try), and only 3 weeks plusminus to get my shit together for CTs.
I dont wanna look like a loser when I get my results back
although I feel it all the fucking time and i can't do shit
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