TGIF

Decided to finally get my ass down to transferring pics after I cleared GP today haha.

So I went for Brown's birthday celebration with Penielle last friday (17th may) hehe. It was not bad, I met quite a lot of ppl there :-)

Didn't take a lot of pics cause everyone was just occupied and we were just having fun and all, stayed over at Pen's that night heh

so here are some pics. not in order hahahahah

One of the people I met there: Sandy! super friendly girl she had to leave early though :(

The guy on the right is called xuan fu but i kept calling him shunfu LOL HAHA

this girl's sexy back heheh with her super sexy top

Emily heh

Don'minicccc

Afte party faces.. HAHA WE SURVIVED

xoxoxoxoxo

May lusts

So.. I started this like book reviewing thing not so long ago.

But I realised it can't work out, cause I just don't have this inner geek within me. haha or maybe i'm just lazy and it's something I justsohappened to decide to do. 

BUT THEN, I found what I really like  love. & that's definitely looking at clothesshoesbagsaccessories. I wouldn't say i'm like into fashion cause I don't analyse fashion and write abt it. But I really love saving pics of clothes I want but will never buy, get down to buying, have enough money to get. 

I guess lusting over them is an understatement because I find myself getting into this readytopurchase mood and state HAHA no i'm not even exaggerating.. & no, not all of them are from topshop, ZARA etc, they can be from anywhere at all. Instashops, polyvore, local blogshops. As long as I like them, they achieve equality in my eyes (HAHAHAHAH). I don't know when this obsession with saving pics of clothes and all started, maybe from the times I got rlly into taking OOTDs on my insta? idk. I never rmb where I saved them from sigh
BUT YES, here are my May lusts.

spiked shorts GAHHH 

never rlly had this immense liking for spiked stuff but omg this is rlly cool

by UNIF if i'm not wrong

Classic denim skirt

This is such a basic staple, a classic and also a timeless piece. I've been searching high and low for smth like that.. but I think it was over $35 so I managed to persuade myself that I didn't need it lol

White origami skorts

This design is rather intriguing and it appeals to me somehow. It's the kind of design when, you look at it over and over again and for some reason your liking for it grows with each look. okay i think it's just me

lace heels

KWDBNJBSJFBDAHJBDAKJDBJ it's so pretty and it's lace, on heels. /cries/

white dress

this dress is just so simple which I think it's why it's so pretty. I guess I don't have many nice white dresses that's why... not to mention the fit looks too good to be true, to me. love x10

So it's 12:22 am now and I suddenly had the feels to just write. 
how ironic, I just finished a bit of GP. 

I have so many things I wanna do, nothing related to school. 

feels like there's a huge load on my back, threatening to crush me anytime i fail to get my balance.

I'm trying

"funny how you're not feeling -but still get to be deemed alive." (quote i read on insta) 

what am I fighting for
How do you fight for something that isn't there?

It's time to clear my mind of such emo nemo thoughts and get back on track. 

I can't afford all these emotional tensions within me because I have GP paper on Wednesday (which I don't think will go well but i'll try), and only 3 weeks plusminus to get my shit together for CTs.

I dont wanna look like a loser when I get my results back 

although I feel it all the fucking time and i can't do shit 

hanging by a thread

Hello everyone! 

Saw this tweet that I can totally relate to:

Hovering back and forth between "I AM FUCKING EXHAUSTED" and "I CAN DO THIS PRESS ON" 

It's not because i'm from an elite school, or i'm lazy (ok abit maybe)...

The amount and depth of content is just 

insane.

Don't judge me... Everyday I have this inclination to give school a miss.

Especially days like tmrw, where the school thinks you have been mugging consistently and decides to give you an econs lecture test.

Not everyone get things at their first try.

Not everyone get the key concepts at lectures.

Maybe it's just me. I'm not made out for this system.

but then again

Maybe it's just me

I don't try hard enough, don't have enough determination.

It's hard when you have to push the limits everyfuckingday.

No one said it was gonna be this tough.

gtg do lit now 

xx

hello May!

Hello everyone! hope May has been good for you so far :-)

Haven't had a good day in awhile, 

today wasn't much but it was a good break (which i rlly needed)

Not too long ago i lost my fisheye lens....

but Shawn got me a new one AND a dress which i've been lusting over :')

finally had the time to collect them from him

MUSCLES

<3

candid hehe (this depicts 99.9% of our convos)

LOL DJs hahah 

D: 

On a separate note though, 

CTs are in about a month's time..

ask me a question ask.fm/annabelannabelz

till then x