❀ Annabel La ❀

yes i'm a mess. a huge one haha.

"It's a quarter to 4 in the morning and here I am, wide awake. I just feel that I should stop thinking about it, about you, about us, about everything, but I can't. Did you forget everything I'll always remember?"

"Maybe I'm scared. I'm terrified because you mean more to me than anyone else. I constantly find myself running back to you, it'll always be you. Because truth is, I still care and I always will. I'll always love you, that's why I'm here and I'll be here for you, for as long as I live. With every breath I take, I grow and learn from my mistakes. And having said that, I invariably remind myself that I can't give you what you deserve, that I'm unworthy of you. I'm begging the oceans, to help me drown these memories that haunt me, continually. Truth is, some things are just hard to let go of, namely you. It's not you, it's just me, I'm completely fucked up. I'm living in denial, my refusal to acknowledge the existence and severity of unpleasant external realities and internal thoughts and feelings."

HI ALL! i'm still alive though my blog is relatively dead ahaha. Alright havent been blogging and all cause i dont have my phone with me. 

-feel so socially immobilized.-

SO ANYWWWAAAAAYYYYYYYY its finally the hols! but, sigh. when is it ever holidays for a sec 3? hahah exams are like in 4 WEEEKS! haha someone kill me now.

I haven't been doing much...... but i do work! very little though, shall buck up like super soon urghhh.

life at home hasnt been too great, but alls well! 

hmmm, i'll update more when i have more pictures hehehe.

#nowplaying perfect two by Auburn.
its sucha nice song! :) ahhhhhhh.

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ciao