since you've been gone

Hi everyone!!!! (anyone who happen to read this haha)

I've been on quite a hiatus, haven't I?

Had the feel to post these 2 selfies (which I just took haha) because:

1. I look healthier

2. I look happy

3. Gave me a glimpse/reminded me

 of what I was like a while back 

:')

I may still hurt, I may still falter. 

That's because I'm only human, I have feelings, I can feel.

I'm still lost, confused and trying to take everything one step at a time. 

Even if I look like I'm fine, trust me when I say that

I still struggle. every moment

but hey, here I am 

doing what i'm known for 

(or at least what most people say)

smiling :-)

This has been my home screen for the longest time now,
it's nothing fancy (it's laid out exactly like that), just with the quote:

NEVER

REGRET 

SOMETHING

THAT ONCE

MADE YOU

SMILE

 till the next time xx