Time check: 12:59am
I don't know what to do. I feel extremely unmotivated and homesick... I don't even know where I'm going with this post hahah. Everyday I come home at around 5 pm, watch an episode of Suits, eat dinner and take a longggggg ass nap. It's the kind of tiredness sleep can't help you get over, but you find comfort in it anyway. I set my alarm and tell myself I will get up at 9:30pm and start doing work. Evidently my alarms don't do shit for me anymore haha.
I feel like... a fish out of water. I miss home. It's like with this responsibility of living alone comes freedom. To decide how and what you want to do. No one there to nag on you when you nap for too long, use the computer for hours on end or laze in bed with your phone. I feel like I'm just going through each day, counting down to the days I will be home. School is a real chore and it's just getting to me. There isn't real joy or enthusiasm in my eyes anymore. Hopefully this is just a phase, and as with all the other phases it will pass over soon enough.
Exams in 26 days & Home in 33 days
Time check: 1:11 am
